I don't need you.

I don't. I realized today that I don't need you.
You break my heart, want to be friends, then treat me like crap. No. That is not how I roll. Sorry. I apologize for being a douche and you say "Its ok"
What the heck? That's not something I want to hear. But whatever. yeah it hurts like hell, but you know what? Screw you. I don't need you to bring me down.
I am in love with you. But I can't let you do this to me.
My day was only bad when I told myself it would be. But the moment I realized that it COULD be good, it was. I am very fortunate I have God in my life to deal with a heart breaker like you.
I wrote you a letter today, to tell you what you have put me through. I am not going to give it to you. I am going to continue to write them until the day I realize I am internally happy.
I love you. But this has got to stop...